Stand aside

"Let’s let this ship sail Inside the raising (raising)
  wind I will never surrender
  Not to stop ever
  Tie our numerous feelings together and
  Head into the world which we have never ever seen"

It's been a week since I've updated~ I guess I've been kinda busy (?)
Some unpleasant stuffs happened this week and I don't even feel like typing it out because I don't want it to be part of my memory when I grow up.

So my mum engaged some fortune teller on Thursday and I'm utterly shocked at how my mum totally believes what the fortune teller says. She fucking chooses to believe the fortune teller than her own child. FUCKTARD. What makes me really disappointed is that she doesn't even understand me that well and she's trying to get closer to me and know more about me through the fortune teller instead of personally trying to bond with me. I fucking hate her right now. I few weeks ago I thought that we were getting closer but I'm sorry bitch, get out of my life.

It's a public holiday tomorrow and I'm going to study with HuiYing ^^ I actually wanted to study with Jasmine though. But there were some complications ._. And now my mum thinks that I'm going out with a guy because of what the fortune teller said. Like What the fuck is wrong with you man? My mum even needs to go to the extent of re-painting my brother's room because the fortune teller person said the colour isn't good == Totally rolling my eyes off right now.

Common Tests are coming in a flash right now and I'm feeling so lost right now because so many things are happening. It's not that I don't want to score well, but the thought of studying makes me want to strangle my mum because she literally treats me as a study machine _|_