Drowning in books

"Time passed and the spring flowers have bloomed
  I’m letting go of the cold days, I remember, I’m only inside of you"

I just realised that I didn't blog in ages Ooops XD It's already the end of September holidays *Sighs* Still can't forget all the fun I had with them on teacher's day :) Now, it's already time to return to school and face hell until EOY is over. Thankfully CCAs are suspended == If not I've no idea how I'm gonna have time to do my homework..... It's been 3 weeks since I last went for ballet lessons and I'm wondering if I can remember the dances when I go for class this week ._.
I currently have a bunch of things to do right now... Paper 1 is this week and I'm kind of scared. Beats me why others think that Paper 1 is no kick.. But to me, it's equally important as Paper 2. There's just so many things to do right now T.T Well actually it's my fault because I kept playing LOL :b The 'best' thing was that when I finally had the mood to start chionging my work, I discovered that 3 new drama series were released and I obviously spent yesterday watching them. But still, the dramas were so nice <3  Chorong looked super cute to me I'm like kind of doubting my gender identity *cries* It just somehow seems like girls are more attractive to me than guys because I can't help but wonder how they're so perfect while I'm just here like -.-|||
Oh well...... I'm gonna try force myself study soon? But I have a really low self-control skills though T.T