站在人生的十字路口

倘若那天，
把该说的话好好说 该体谅的不执著
如果那天我 不收情书挑拨 你会怎么做
那么多如果 可能如果我
可惜没如果 只剩下结果

The long weekend is finally over(?) I've no idea if I should feel relieved or depressed right now. At least there's school tomorrow which means that I can spend some time laughing with my CCA mates? For some reason the long weekend was really shitty. Wasted three days doing nothing but having my eyes glued on the screen. Been feeling really down since Saturday.. I know I'm over-thinking alot of things but I can't help but keep thinking about them. There's 2.4km tomorrow and I'm just like 'fuck it'...
My head's like spinning right now and my stomach has been an icy knot since yesterday. There's just so much things going on in my mind right now I don't even know who to tell, and where I should start telling from. Apparently the new seating plan came out and I'm sitting next to Sean and Senwei. I should be happy I guess because I'm pretty sure we're gonna bullshit so much. But then there's those bitchy teachers to care about.
Kinda screwed for next week because I've yet to complete any homework.. Urgh... I can totally imagine myself standing during lessons.. But I really can't find any motivation to start studying now...