Learn to let go a little

"A coward who pretends to be tough
A loner, a jackass covered in scars"

 Not really a fan of Big Bang but their new song "Loser" is really good. Time to get started typing about what has happened over the past two weeks~

Was rather happy upon receiving the news that we got Distinction for SYF~ Glad it's finally over so that I can finally get serious with my studies T.T After CT1 I kinda slacked in class and couldn't be bothered getting any shit done but I guess I finally found my motivation to study after yesterday! Looks like next week is going to be hardcore studying with him ^^! Kinda excited but worried when I think that there's only 171 days more to O levels. It's approaching so fast holy shit.

Today's already the beginning of a new month so I guess I should get my shit together and start studying. It feels kinda weird now that I don't have to go for CCA anymore... I'm definitely going to miss the sec 3s after seeing them for so long.. Feels as though I'm gonna drift away from them T.T *Sigh* but life still goes on... 

Was feeling quite frustrated yesterday.. I spent like almost an hour writing the reasons why we choose these few people to be in the next EXCO and why the others were not chosen. Then Miss Gan read it then she wasn't exactly pleased with it.. At that moment I thought about the comments my classmates said when they saw me writing that thing. Most of them told me what's the point when the teachers are just going to decide on the EXCO on their own. I guess it doesn't just happen to my CCA but also to the UGs too. But i feel really angered man.. If you guys are just going to decide on the EXCO on your own then what for bother to ask for our opinions and waste our time an effort? Trying not to bother too much since I'm stepping down anyway but I feel really unfair for those who get what they deserve..