17.

Turned 17 yesterday.
To be honest, it was just an ordinary day but nevertheless, I'm thankful towards all those who remembered my birthday :) Felt a little disappointed in some people but its okay.
Three weeks into JC school life and it has been hell so far. That feeling when you miss someone so much that it hurts. The same thing keeps popping up in my mind whenever I just sit down and start zoning out. The only thing I can say now is 'only if time could rewind'. Maybe I should've tried putting in more effort? All that's left now is just regrets and resentment towards myself. I've like kind of no idea how to get out of this slump. Struggling with my studies now too and everything just seems to be going haywire. I was supposed to spend the weekend catching up with work but I can't seem to concentrate with all these things going on in my mind. Honestly, I don't even know what to do or how to feel right now.