Learn to let go a little

"But sometimes you have to make some sacrifices and accept whether it was a good or bad sacrifice.

Cause you know you did what you could to be a good friend."

2016 was tiring.

Ended the year with a whole load of travelling. Went to Australia for Economics Learning Journey and it was like fucking fun cause of the company. Japan was boring to be honest and all I did was catch up on all the korean dramas that I missed. Malaysia's kampung life was indeed a refreshing experience and I really loved the lepakness there. I gotta say that Australia was the best trip of my life because I got to meet new people and I really opened up and talked to more people. Not to forget that I had to present to a bunch of ang mors and I thought I was going to die because I had to memorise statistics that didn't even made sense to me. But I gotta say that it was really an eye-opening trip for me.

So obviously all that travelling has left me with a pile of undone homework. And I also missed out on catching up with all my friends T.T Kinda sad about it but oh well... Just gotta prepare myself for what's coming up in 2017. Pretty sure the first 4 months are going to be shitty with dance cause of SYF =.= No idea how I'm going to juggle studies and CCA once again but I really hope all these painful moments will quickly pass by.

Looking back, it's already been a year since 1st Jan 2016. Yet, I'm still can't get over our breakup yet. Although I was the one who initiated it I'm kinda filled with regrets. Maybe I should have tried harder to make things work out? But yeah it's already been a year since then and no joke but I've been thinking about that person like every single day when I'm free. Be it sitting on the bus or stoning, the same thing is always on my mind... It seems like he's over it and I'm the only one still in dreamland. Feels stupid but yet its so hard to get over it at the same time.

Lets just hope 2017... will be a better year.. Heh and let me meet a nice guy please ^^