Learn to let go a little

Its been almost 4 months into 2017

Block Tests are just over and yeah I'm actually feel the pressure of As.

Had alot of friendship problems these few months ? Definitely made me feel like shit but I guess I tried my really best to fit in with everyone. I feel like I'm back to lower secondary school days where I didn't really have a clique I belonged to and I just went to whoever who accepted me. Its kind of sad because you know you probably don't have anyone in class to engage in heart to heart conversations with. Oh well 7 more months of hell I guess and everything will be over? Sometimes I really dont get why my life ends up this way.

So apparently he's got a new girlfriend I guess? So I finally finally finally decided to persuade myself to really really try to let go of him. I really tried. But its still really tough. But knowing that he has someone now really made me give up a little I guess. I really want to get over all this shit but I don't even know whats stopping me from doing it. I guess it's because I realised how much of an asshole I was when we were together. And I feel really guilty after everything ended.

Currently enjoy the gaming life again for 4 days I guess >.< Its funny how people I meet on the Internet actually listen to all my shit and we become friends. I think its really ironic how they're not physically there but I still find comfort in talking to them.