Is it just me or it's hard to say hello to someone because I'm afraid of the impending goodbyes?
Life after As was just as I expected. It's either going out with friends or playing league at home. Honestly, felt quite used to not seeing JC people during As period because everyone is just busy mugging lmao. Honestly, when I saw some people in school it felt pretty awkward because like life was kinda fine without them. Sounds pretty harsh but I'm pretty sure everyone feels that way.
Going back to Malaysia in two days and I can't wait. Looking forward to enjoying no-wifi life and playing with the kids, talking to my cousins, feeding the chickens and plucking spring onions. I really envy the laid-back lifestyle of those in the city but yea I know studying in Singapore obviously provides me with a better future. Excited to dye my hair there too because it's way cheaper and my cousin's friend is doing it for me :b
A Level results coming out in late Feb to early March I guess. Actually don't really feel that secure after As ended because I'm not that confident of my results.. Honestly I just feel that what happened during Os period will repeat itself but I obviously hope it doesn't. Can't seem to enjoy post As life that much cause of this guilty feeling.
Really just hope everything turns out well in the end I guess ._.
Life after As was just as I expected. It's either going out with friends or playing league at home. Honestly, felt quite used to not seeing JC people during As period because everyone is just busy mugging lmao. Honestly, when I saw some people in school it felt pretty awkward because like life was kinda fine without them. Sounds pretty harsh but I'm pretty sure everyone feels that way.
Going back to Malaysia in two days and I can't wait. Looking forward to enjoying no-wifi life and playing with the kids, talking to my cousins, feeding the chickens and plucking spring onions. I really envy the laid-back lifestyle of those in the city but yea I know studying in Singapore obviously provides me with a better future. Excited to dye my hair there too because it's way cheaper and my cousin's friend is doing it for me :b
A Level results coming out in late Feb to early March I guess. Actually don't really feel that secure after As ended because I'm not that confident of my results.. Honestly I just feel that what happened during Os period will repeat itself but I obviously hope it doesn't. Can't seem to enjoy post As life that much cause of this guilty feeling.
Really just hope everything turns out well in the end I guess ._.
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