Learn to let go a little

First half of 2018 was shagg

I think the highlight of the first half of the year is Rapture 2018 and KL Trip with dancers. I think Rapture really taught me alot of things this time. From learning how to work with someone you have trouble seeing eye to eye at times, to perservering a shit ton of PTs.

Right now I'm starting to reflect alot on my dance skills. To be honest, I don't think I'm bad, but neither do I think that I'm good. Really admire people who have confidence in their own dancing skills cause I always feel damn insecure about myself. Rag practice started last week and tbh I was one of the better dancers but seeing how everyone started improving after going for open classes outside makes me wonder why am I not improving. I've always wanted to take open classes outside but I've no idea why I always pussy out in the end ._. Hope I find the courage to attend open classes soon.

Went for 3 camps in June and it was pretty eye-opening I would say. Met people from different backgrounds and that really made me realise how forunate I am right now. I think I'm really lucky to have been able to meet all my OG mates because they're all so nice and most of them are genuine. Decided not to stay in Raffles Hall in the end but I'm pretty sure I'll still keep in touch with the people there. Still anxiously waiting for the reply from Tembusu College and I hope I'll get in but I already know of people who got accepted/rejected so I'm wondering why they're taking so long to reply me.

One month left to go till university starts and I'll probably just be busy with dancing once I come back from Europe. Hope July goes well.