Learn to let go a little

With the favourite kid back in June.

Year 1 Semester 1 of university kind of ended. I wouldn't say that I think I did well for my papers but I think I tried my best given all the situations that were thrown at me. It's been a really busy semester and I tried slotting in friends to meet up with but its really difficult with all the conflicting schedules man. Planning to spend my winter break productively by improving in terms of dance since I've nothing much to do either. Wanted to get a one month part time job but all the dance practices in between makes it difficult ._. Bank account depleting a little and bulk of it is spent on food == Currently thinking if I should get recognise studios membership but it costs like $200 wow...

Time to reflect on this semester~ Met alot of new people/acquaintances/friends in university. Really glad to have joined rag because thats where I found my friends. Gotta admit some of them are pretty bullshit friends but no doubt I've met some bros too. I think the hardest part about meeting new friends is the impending goodbyes especially when you don't know when your friendship is about to fade. But kinda gotten used to this ever since all the bullshit that happened since secondary school. People come and people go, lets just adapt to the situation.

Alot of things happened within the 10 weeks which I can't be bothered to type everything in detail. But a note to self is to definitely be more confident about myself. Sometimes, when people tell you stuffs, its good to exert your own stand and not let their views affect you. Do not be swayed by the bad people, learn to differentiate those who love you for who you are from those who do not, learn to press on despite failures, learn to be more sociable, learn to be more mature. A big take away this semester is to get my own priorities right and to love myself more. I feel like I'm always towards the harsh side on myself. It's kinda good because I'm constantly reflecting on myself but I think I'm stuck in my pessimistic hole sometimes.

Juniors are ending their A level exams in a few days time and I definitely can't wait to hang out with them and give them life/ uni advices :3 Can't wait to hang out with retainee friends who've been missing out on all our outings too. May this winter break be a good and fulfilling one.