I threw away our memories that have shattered to pieces.

Being Retarded Is Part Of Life

Went totally Hyper yesterday night with Shania ^^ Sis forever ~ This morning went to the canal walk cause I got forced to. Then halfway my earpiece suddenly no sound. Sian.. Need buy another one -.- Lazy sia... CT and EOY coming soon and I'm running out of time.. Screwed larh.. Had a fun time gossiping with Guo this morning haha we were talking about hot guys :3 

But I suddenly feel so useless too. I've no idea why I'm starting to hate sports now, and even hate dance. I'm too lazy to go for dance class now and I'm worried for next year's exam cause I don't wanna fail it too. Yeah.. So it's just this feeling that my life has gotten so boring. Sometimes I even ask myself how the world would be when I'm dead. Total darkness ? I don't know. Closing my eyes and seeing the shining white spots gives me a headache. Have you tried it before ? It's like a total confusion cause as you concentrate on the white spots, there's this piercing pain through my mind.