Staying strong for too long.

Crumbling down now. I'm feeling scared just thinking about tomorrow. And it's not about tests. Just suddenly a surge of emotions once again. Why do I have to keep on living in constant fear? Sometimes I don't really get myself. I get angry and upset and the next minute I forget why I'm feeling that way :/ All I know is that my emotions are seriously too irregular. And it's mostly because of all the friendship stuffs *Sigh* What can I do ? I'm not the type that goes around poking my nose into every single thing too. I guess life is just unfair. Some people tell me to cheer up and so on, thanks for encouraging me but I don't think you understand the plight that I'm currently in. I believe that you've to understand and feel what's like before you can start making comments ._.