You make me feel alive

I'll fight till forever

Had maths tuition with Jerica just now. And I was damn pissed cause nothing could get into my brain. Had icecream to chill myself down a little. Can't be bothered to go out cause I can neither be bothered to ask my mum. Suddenly realised that I really really really suck. What am I seriously good at ? Nothing. Friends ? Nah. I had enough yeterday. Friends who chose you over guys. You met me just because you wanted to see him. (Guo it's not you ok.) Thinking why am I even dumb or why am I even here right now. Jealously got over me. Yeah I'm jealous now. When I've something, someone always comes their way snatching it away from me. And I'm always the one giving way. Which other dumb person on earth would do that ? The answer is ME.

" It's funny how people told you they'll be there 24/7 

and they turned their backs on you just so quickly "