'Live a life you'll never regret' they said

People only believe what they want to hear. Even if the words they heard were not what they hoped for, they would still believe in the things that they wanted to hear happened. Also, are traditions that important today? Sometimes I feel that only my grandma’s maid has the right to be sad because the rest of us are really trashy human beings. 

Feels bad for my dad because he wanted to bring my grandma back to visit her China hometown after this COVID situation ends. 

I feel like one will never be able to live a life without regrets. Each time we make a decision, there’s bound to be regrets whether its big or small. 

I think this event has made me think about my uni life the past AY. I remember how my parents would always tell me that my grandma would ask where I was when I didn’t join then for Saturday dinners because of dance 99% of the time. Major regrets during ascendance period because that was the period where my Hong Kong aunt came and I didn’t even get to see her until concert day because she came to watch. And I just greeted her and exchanged a few sentences before she asked me to go find my friends. Major regrets. Honestly don’t know when will be the next time I’ll see her and I really like my Hong Kong aunt a lot since young. Questioning my priorities as well as my future commitments in dance that I’m thinking of doing. This incident really made me think if I should start cutting down because I’ll have lesser time spent with my friends and family. 

The following photos are for my own memories sake. Lived in this house when I was born till primary 6. Feels good to have moved out back then because all the bad times in the house really became a bad memory of my childhood. But still would like to remember the times I spent at this home that was so big, but the small me back then didn't know how fortunate I was.

The swing used to be here and I would sit there looking at the durian tree and the sky

 

          

Front yard where I rollerbladed pretty often and got locked out of the door often because I didn't do my homework.

                                                          

Washing area where I would play in the rain with my maid spraying water hoses at each other while watering the plants.

Road outside the gate where I often played badminton with Dad