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The camp ended quite well and I was rather lazy to update because I was simple tired the past few days and there was once when I typed everything out but the app crashed and everything was gone. Sigh got back some results and they were rather disappointing. Mum was initially raging at me over SMS. But now she's like totally calm and talking to me nicely asking me if I need extra tuition. Gosh I feel so bad. Now I kind of regret not studying properly but at that point of time, I was seriously sick of studying. I always end up regretting oh well.
Still remembered during the camp the last part where we became a family. When I got back my results and my mum hurled insults at me, I seriously hated her. But I told myself not to because I remembered clearly what happened during the first night of camp when we talked about our families. Totally saddened now. Went home with Jerica today and bought her sticky cause she was depressed too.
IDK why I'm suddenly thinking about Charmaine. We were damn close during primary school and we even entered the singing competition and won together. We had the same hobbies and liked the
same band. But after we both entered Nan Hua High we suddenly didn't talk or say hi to each other anymore. So I was kind of sad. But so happen that during the camp we were in the same group so we talked to each other and reminisced about the good old times we had. It felt great having her as a friend again. If time could rewind, I'd like to rewind it to the competition date and do even better.