Sorry doesn't turn back time
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
Sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I holded you tight
It's only Monday and I'm already on the verge of dying. I've no idea how to express in words the way I'm feeling right now but .. I'm just really sad and disappointed right now. I thought we talked it out on Saturday and things were getting better between us.. But I guess I was wrong? He sent me a long text before entering Malaysia and I totally had a mental breakdown while reading it.. How am I even supposed to reply his message? It sounded like he was going to leave me.. And all that flashed through my mind was : Why so sudden? Feeling really fucked up because I thought our relationship was making a progress but he kinda struck that idea off my mind.
I'd no idea I would've fallen this deep in this relationship.. Right now I've lost the motivation in life and my listening ear. He's going back to Malaysia so I guess I've to suffer alone and wait for days before getting his reply.. This feeling sucks so badly.. I really can't figure out why everything happened all of a sudden. Just today in class, we were having a fun time poking fun at each other and at the end of today, things turned out to be like this.. Life really is harsh.......
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