不快乐至少还要有梦

It's currently close to 2am. Spent about 3 hours making the card and then I'm finally done with it ! But it didn't turn out as nice as I had expected though T.T
It's been about half a month since I've last updated. Oh well.. Chinese New Year was rather fun(?) this year because my australia cousins came over and I spent quite alot of time with them~ Had fun riding all the rides at USS with Arthur because Carmen and my bro didn't really want to try some of the rides :b
Luckily I had all these distractions to distract me from my thoughts. If not I'll have no idea how on earth to survive those few days spending my days at home feeling all fucked up. I guess I feeling much better now already but there are still times when I can't help but think about what happened. Common Tests are round the corner and I'm kind of stressed right now because after that I'm having my ballet exams T.T This leaves me with no choice but to go for ballet classes instead of studying for CT because I obviously don't want to fail my grade 8 exam...  Life is harsh I guess. It's so stressful having to cope with so many stuffs and then there's O levels haunting me... I'm suddenly amazed at how great my brother is to actually score 12 points.. I used to think that he was stupid but now I realised that it's actually not easy ._.
This weekend was rather unproductive as I'd initally planned to do all the CT papers but my plan failed because I got so distracted... Oh well... I know I'm going to regret procrastinating one day so I'm currently trying my best to push myself and work hard... But it doesn't work all the time. There's just some time in life where you feel like taking a break, hoping that everything will come to an end and for time to stop.