走出漫长的黑夜

24th June 2014.

"Like a burnt out flame, burnt and destroyed"

It's already the last week of holidays and I've yet to complete my holiday list. I was actually supposed to go for ballet today but I totally forgot that there was lesson today. Zzzzz.. Feeling kinda lazy these days and I don't even know if I should continue or quit because part of me tells me to continue because it's gonna be really cui stopping halfway while the other part of me tells me to quit so that I'll have more time during the weekdays and I won't feel that burdened worrying about not being able to catch-up in class cause I simply miss out too much.

When school re-opens, it's going to be hardcore mugging till the end of the year.. The kind of lifestyle that I hate the most. Sigh. But securing a good job in the 20th century means that you've to achieve good results in your studies.

Went out with Shania on Monday and I think we got way closer with each other cause we talk alot more right now when we meet :b I feel kind of blessed that I still have such great friends outside of my school even though I'm kind of like a nobody and a loner in my school right now. *Sigh* talking about friends I'm beginning to get a headache right now. All I can say that secondary school friendships are really different from the pure ones in primary school. Everyone now is just trying to befriend you to use you so that they will be better than you. So much for me being kind man. I guess I should really stop being nice to people in my school because I feel kind of like a spare wheel.