Summernight's dream

" Even though I’m not asleep, I am dreaming
   Even when I’m with you, I can’t believe it "

It's already the 14th of June. That's almost half of the holidays gone. And I spent most of the days playing League of Legends == I need to stop gaming the whole day man.... I've barely cleared any homework. Feeling guilty but too lazy to take action. My family hasn't even decided whether we should even go overseas cause my dad's bidding isn't over yet. This is like the most last minute holiday ever. I honestly hope we don't go overseas so that I'll have more time to game and do my homework (?) 

Went out with Jer on Tuesday to Bugis and bought some clothes. It was kinda epic though. She mentioned his name by accident in front of my mum == LOL~ Ohya we got scouted by some model agency at the MRT... I was like kinda suspicious whether it was a scam or not. But my mum obviously rejected the idea of giving it a shot. As always, my mum just likes to control my life. I don't really give a fuck now that I've grown up. If she ruins my life, she's going to be the one regretting. Not me man. I know I'm gonna regret my decision one day but I can't possibly go against my mum right.. She's so fucking threatening. I'm just happy being able to sing in my room and do ballet or learn some dance moves in my room.

I guess we can't always expect much in our life? I know my family is doing quite okay compared to some others. So I don't really take things for granted especially when everything is bought using my dad's money. I don't really know what my mum has been doing though. Probably just bitching around with her friends and living a really good life. Sometimes I look at idols and wonder how those people have such good life. But then I just decide to accept my own fate. I feel unfair at times when I look at Jessica & Krystal. It's so cool having a sister doing the same job as you and even in the same company. Guess some people are just born with good life.