Good Luck

 

 " I hate you love you
   Up and down multiple times in a day
   Feels like an elevator
   Heal me I’m heartsick
   There ain’t no cure for my disease
   I’m worn out because of you
   The amount of pain you caused me
   I can’t estimate it "

 Today was kinda hectic because it started off on a really bad note. Lunch was practically chaos because of some family matters. Then my grandmother had a fit and I ended up taking the bus home and I suddenly had a really bad headache and then I went for English tuition half-dead. 

Had a game of LOL after dinner then I soon got bored and decided to watch some Kpop videos. Then I somehow ended up chatting with Shania and we agreed to have a talk tomorrow afternoon to catch-up on each other's life. Awww so sweet~ I'm really glad that I've met her though :) She may be a year younger but we somehow click well together.

I somewhat feel that I have two personalities though. In front of my friends, I've this bubbly character that constantly cracks jokes while I'm just like some soul-less person when I'm with my family. I wonder why too.. But when I'm with my family, I just feel really frustrated because no one really listens to me? All my brother does is call me fucking bitch whenever I butt in, and there's my mum trying to act close with me after so many years passed by.

I've yet to learn how to tie my hair yet :b I think I'm going to get screwed by Xylia when school re-opens XD Gonna try clear my homework from tomorrow onwards so that I can enjoy my holiday next week? But I don't think I'll be motivated to finish the whole pile though. Well, it's better than nothing :) Hopefully I'll be able to meet up with my babes next week~

Hopefully I'll be in tip-top condition so that I can chiong that pile of work